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I hate how addicted I get to anything that makes me feel anything
Happiness lies within one’s self, and the way to dig it out is cocaine.
Aleister Crowley, Diary of a Drug Fiend
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Sometimes its not only about being addicted to drugs, sometimes its also about being scared. You become so wrapped up and consumed in drugs you forget how to live a normal life. You isolate yourself from the world only surrounding yourself with other drug users. At first your having the time of your life, Not even realizing your pushing the rest of the world out. Eventually the party stops. Now you find yourself struggling to live a normal life, whatever that even is..
You don’t remember what it was like to go out on a “date” or out with friends on the weekends. You keep searching for that happiness you got out of life before you did drugs. Your mind is so fucked up. You want a normal life but at the same time you can’t remember what was so great about it? What did you do for fun?
You become scared. Lost. And drugs seem to be the only thing keeping you going.
I swear I only go on tumblr when I’m on drugs.
Who else is with me?!
Freaks & Geeks (1999)
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